So . . . after deciding to open up a bit and start to share a little more of what I want to share, rather than what I think I need to be sharing (mostly business stuff), I’m still struggling with how best to do it and what, exactly, I feel comfortable with writing about. It’s actually bothering the hell out of me that I can’t pull the trigger and get out some posts on the things that matter to me: My children and the circumstances of their joining our family (international adoption); my feelings about the direction our nation is heading in (backward), as well as the responses to it; education as it relates to where our nation is going (both school and life-long); and my thoughts regarding these subjects.
My biggest conflict revolves around my children and how much I can share without violating their rights to their own story. Yes, I believe they have rights like you and I and I wish to respect them. On the other hand, I’ve learned so much from raising them and from dealing with their circumstances and my role in them that I want to share how it’s affected me as well as the things I think need to be done to lessen the burden for them and those like them, many of whom I now call friends and from whom I’ve learned much.
Painful and difficult as it is, I’m determined to write more frequently, though the past few weeks surely haven’t evidenced that. Nevertheless, I intend on pressing on even if I trip, stumble, and fall. I’m deeply thankful to those of you who take time out of your precious day to read what I have to say and I really appreciate the comments I occasionally receive. I’ve sat on this post for far too long, so I’m going to fire it off even if it feels more like a placeholder than anything else.
October 28th, 2011 at 11:10 am
Right what you feel comfortable with. It’s possible over time it will be easier to broach certain subjects. It’s hard to write if you don’t feel comfortable with your subject 🙂
October 28th, 2011 at 11:17 am
Thanks, Taurean (did I get that right?). This is precisely what I’m working on. I’m reasonably confident I’ll work it out. In the meantime, it’s taken me so long to put something up I thought I would share my thought processes. I know I have several friends who read my posts and I want to let them know I’m not dead yet. 😀
Thanks for much for taking the time to comment.